Ravens v1.0
By Robert Jordan
scanned 3/18/02 by sliph
This is a new prologue written for the Wheel of Time
series. It was first published in
"From the Two Rivers," a new paperback published in late 2001 that is
actually just the first half of "The Eye of The World."
This far below Emond's Field, halfway to the Waterwood,
trees lined the banks of the Winespring Water. Mostly willows, their leafy
branches made a shady canopy over the water near the bank- Summer was not far
off, and the sun was climbing toward midday, yet here in the shadows a soft
breeze made Egwene's sweat feel cool on her skin. Tying the skirts of her brown
wool dress up above her knees, she waded a- little way into the river to fill
her wooden bucket. The boys just waded in, not caring whether their snug
breeches got wet. Some of the girls and boys filling buckets laughed and used
their wooden dippers to fling water at one another, but Egwene settled for
enjoying the stir of the current on her bare legs, and her toes wriggling on the
sandy bottom as she climbed back out. She was not here to play. At nine, she
was carrying water for the first time, but she was going to be the best
water-carrier ever.
Pausing on the bank, she set down her bucket to unfasten
her skirts and let them fall to her ankles. And to retie the dark green
kerchief that gathered her hair at the nape of her neck. She wished she could
cut it at her shoulders, or even shorter, like the boys. She would not need to
have long hair for years yet, after all. Why did you have to keep doing
something just because it had always, been done that way? But she knew her
mother, and she knew her hair was going to stay long.
Close to a hundred paces further down the river, men
stood knee-deep in the water, washing the black-faced sheep that would
later be sheared. They took great care getting the
bleating animals into the river and back out safely. The Winespring Water did
not flow as swiftly here as it did in Emond's Field, yet it was not slow. A
sheep that got swept away might drown before it could struggle ashore.
A large raven flew across the river to perch high in the
branches of a whitewood near where the men were washing sheep. Almost
immediately a redcrest began diving at the raven, a flash of scarlet that
chattered noisily. The redcrest must have a nest nearby. Instead of taking
flight and maybe attacking the smaller bird, though, the raven just shuffled
sideways on the limb to where a few smaller branches sheltered it a little. It
peered down toward the working men.
Ravens sometimes bothered the sheep, but ignoring the
redcrest's attempts to frighten it away was more than unusual. More than that,
she had the strange feeling that the black bird was watching the men, not the
sheep. Which was silly, except .... She had heard people say that ravens and
crows were the Dark One's eyes. That thought made goosebumps break out all down
her arms and even on her back. It was a silly idea. What would the Dark One
want to see in the Two Rivers? Nothing ever happened in the Two Rivers.
"What are you up to, Egwene?" Kenley Ahan
demanded, stopping beside her. "You can't play with the children
today." Two years older than she, he carried himself very straight,
stretching to seem taller than he was. This was his last year carrying water at
the shearing, and he behaved as if that cloaked him with some sort of
authority.
She gave him a level look, but it did not work as well as
she hoped.
His square face twisted up in a frown. "If you're
turning sick, go see the Wisdom. If not ... well ... get on about your
work." With a quick nod, as if he, had solved a problem, he hurried off
making a great show of holding his bucket with one hand, well away from his
side. He won't keep that up long once he's out of my sight, she thought sourly.
She was going to have to work on that look. She had seen it work for older
girls.
The dipper's handle slid on the rim of her bucket as she
picked it up with both hands. It was heavy, and she was not big for her age,
but she followed Kenley as quickly as she could. Not because
of anything he had said, certainly. She did have work to
do, and she was going to be the best water-carrier ever. Her face set with
determination. The mulch of last year's leaves rustled under her feet as she
walked through the river's shadowy fringe of trees, out into the sunlight. The
heat was not too bad, but a few small white clouds high in the sky seemed to
emphasize the brightness of the morning.
Widow Aynal's Meadow-it had been called that as long as
anyone could remember, though no one knew which Aynal widow it had been named
after-the tree-ringed meadow stood empty most of the year, but now people and
sheep crowded the whole long length of it, a good many more sheep than people. Large
stones stuck out of the ground here and there, a few almost as tall as a man,
but they did not interfere with the activity in the meadow. Farmers came from
all around Emond's Field for this, and village folk came out to help relatives.
Everyone in the village had kith or kin of some sort on the farms. Shearing
would be going on all across the Two Rivers, down at Deven Ride and up to Watch
Hill. Not at Taren Ferry, of course. Many of the women wore shawls draped
loosely over their arms and flowers in their hair, for the formality and so did
some of the older girls, though their hair was not in the long braid the women
had. A few even wore dresses with embroidery around the neck, as if this really
were a feastday. In contrast, most of the men and boys went coatless, and some
even had their shirts unlaced. Egwene did not understand why they were allowed
to do that. The women's work was no cooler than the men's.
Big, wooden-railed pens at the far end of the meadow held
sheep already sheared, and others held those waiting to be washed, all watched
by boys of twelve and up. The sheepdogs sprawled around the pens were no good
for this work. Groups of those older boys were using wooden staffs to herd
sheep to the river for washing, then to keep them from lying down and getting
dirty again until they were dry for the men at this end of the meadow who were
doing the shearing. Once the sheep were shorn, the boys herded them back to the
pens while men carried the fleece to the slatted tables where women sorted the
wool and folded it for baling. They kept a tally, and had to be careful that no
one's wool was mixed with anyone else's. Along the trees to Egwene's left,
other women were beginning to set out food for
the midday meal on long trestle tables. If she was good
enough at carrying water, maybe they would let her help with the food or the
wool next year, instead of two years later. If she did the best job ever, no
one would ever be able to call her a baby again.
She began making her way through the crowd, sometimes
carrying the bucket in both hands, sometimes shifting it from one to the other,
pausing whenever someone motioned for a dipper of water. Soon she began to
perspire again, sweating dark patches on her woolen dress. Maybe the boys with
their shirts unlaced were not just being foolish. She ignored the younger children,
running around rolling hoops and tossing balls and playing keepaway.
There were only five times each year when so many
gathered: at Bel Tine, which was past; at shearing; when the merchants came to
buy the wool, still a month or more off-, when the merchants came for the cured
tabac, after Sunday; and at Foolday, in the fall. There were other feastdays,
of course, but none where everyone got together. Her eyes kept moving,
searching the crowd. Among 0 these people, it would be all too easy to walk up
on one of her four sisters. She always avoided them as much as possible.
Berowyn, the eldest, was worst. She had been widowed by the breakbone fever
last fall and moved back home in the spring. It was hard not to feel for
Berowyn, but she fussed so, wanting to dress Egwene and brush her hair. Sometimes
she wept and told Egwene how lucky, she felt that the fever had not taken her
baby sister, too. Feeling for Berowyn would have been easier if Egwene could
stop thinking that sometimes Berowyn saw her as the infant she had lost along
with her husband. Maybe all the time. She was just watching for Berowyn. Or one
of the other three. That was all.
Near the sheep-pens, she stopped to wipe the sweat from
her forehead. Her bucket was lighter, now, and no trouble to hold with one
hand. She eyed the nearest dog cautiously. Standing in front of one of the
pens, it was a large animal with a close, curly gray coat and intelligent eyes
that seemed to know she was no danger to the sheep. Still, it was very big,
almost waist-high to a grown man. Mainly the dogs helped protect the flocks
when they were in pasture, guarding against wolves and bears and the big
mountain cats. She edged away from the dog. Three boys passed her, herding a
few dozen sheep toward the river. All five or six
years older than she, the boys barely gave her a glance,
their full attention on the animals. The herding was easy enough-she could have done it, she was sure-but they
had to make sure none of the sheep had a chance to crop grass. A sheep that ate
before being sheared could get the gasping and die. A quick look around told
her that none of the other boys in sight was anyone she wanted to speak to. Not
that she was looking for a particular boy to speak to, of course. She was just
looking. Anyway, her bucket would need refilling soon. It was time to start
back toward the Winespring Water.
This time she
decided to go by way of the row of trestle tables. The smells were tantalizing,
as good as any feastday, everything from roast goose to honeycakes. The spicy
aroma of the honeycakes filled her nose more than all the rest. Every woman who
cooked would have done her very best for the shearing. As she made her way down
the tables, she offered water to the women setting out food, but they just
smiled at her and shook their heads. She kept on, though, and not just because
of the smells. They had tea water boiling on fires behind the tables, but some
of them might want cool water from the river. Well, not so cool, now, but still
....
Ahead of her
Kenley was slouching along beside the tables, no longer trying for every inch
of height. If anything, he seemed to be trying for shorter. He still carried
his bucket in one hand, but from the way it swung, it must have been empty, so
he could not be offering water to anyone. Egwene frowned. Furtive was the only
word to describe him. Now, what was he ... ? Abruptly his hand darted out and
snatched a honeycake from the table. Egwene's mouth fell open indignantly. And
he had the nerve to talk to her about children? He was as bad as Ewin Finngar!
Before Kenley
could take a second step, Mistress Ayellin descended on him like a stooping
falcon, seizing his ear with one hand and the honeycake with the other. They
were her honeycakes. A slim woman with a thick gray braid that hung below her
hips, Corin Ayellin baked the best sweets in Emond's Field. Except for mother,
Egwene added loyally. But even her mother said Mistress Ayellin was better.
With sweets, anyway. Mistress Ayellin handed out crusty cakes and slices of pie
with a free hand, so long as it was not near mealtime or your mother had not
asked her not to, but she could deal heavily with boys who tried to filch
behind her
back. Or with anyone else. Stealing, she called it, and Mistress Ayellin did
not abide stealing. She still had Kenley by his ear and was shaking a finger at
him, talking in a low voice. Kenley's face was all twisted up as if he was
about cry, and he shrank in on himself till he appeared shorter than Egwene.
She gave a satisfied nod. She did not think he would try to give orders to
anyone any time soon.
She moved
further from the tables as she walked on by Mistress Ayellin and Kenley, so no
one would suspect her of trying to filch sweets. The thought had never entered
her head. Not really, anyway, not so it counted.
Suddenly she
leaned forward, peering between the people moving back and forth in front of
her. Yes. That was Perrin Aybara, a stocky boy taller than most his age. And he
was a friend of Rand. She darted through the crowd without noticing whether
anyone motioned for water and did not stop until she was only a few paces from
Perrin.
He was with
his parents, and his mother had the baby, Paetram, on her hip, and little
Deselle clinging to her skirt with one hand, though Perrin's little sister was
looking around with interest at all the people and even sheep being herded
past. Adora, his other sister, stood with her arms folded across her chest and
a sullen expression that she was trying to hide from her mother. Adora would
not have to carry water until next year, and she probably was anxious to be off
playing with her friends. The last person in the little group was Master
Luhhan. The tallest man in Emond's Field, with arms like treetrunks and a chest
that strained his white shirt, he made Master Aybara look slight instead of
just slender. He was talking with Mistress Aybara and Master Aybara both. That
puzzled Egwene. Master Luhhan was the blacksmith in Emond's Field, but neither
Master Aybara nor Mistress Aybara would bring the whole family to ask after
smithing. He was on the Village Council, too, but the same thing applied.
Besides, Mistress Aybara would no sooner open her mouth about Council business
than Master Aybara would about Women's Circle business. Egwene might only be
nine, but she knew that much. Whatever they were talking about, they were
almost done, and that was good. She did not care what they were talking about.
"He's a
good lad, Joslyn," Master Luhhan said. "A good lad, Con. He'll do
just fine."
Mistress
Aybara smiled fondly. Joslyn Aybara was a pretty woman, and when she smiled, it
seemed the sun might bide its head in defeat. Perrin's father laughed softly
and ruffled Perrin's curly hair. Perrin blushed very red and said nothing. But
then, he was shy, and he seldom said very much.
"Make me
fly, Perrin," Deselle said, lifting up her hands to him. "Make me
fly."
Perrin barely
waited to sketch a polite bow to the grownups before turning to take his
sister's hands. They moved a few steps from the others, and then Perrin begin to
spin around and around, faster and faster, until Deselle's feet left the
ground. Round and round he spun her, higher and higher in great swoops, while
she laughed and laughed in delight.
After a few
minutes, Mistress Aybara said, "That's enough, Perrin. Put her down before
she sicks up." But she said it kindly, with a smile.
Once Deselle's
feet were back on the ground, she clung to one of Perrin's hands with both
hers, staggering a little, and maybe not too far from sicking up. But she kept
laughing and demanding he make her fly some more. Shaking his head, he bent to
talk to her. He was always so serious. He did not laugh very often.
Abruptly
Egwene realized that someone else was watching Perrin. Cilia Cole, a
pink-cheeked girl a couple of years older than she, stood only a few feet away
with a silly smile on her face, making calf eyes at him. All he needed to do
was turn his head to see her! Egwene grimaced in disgust. She would never be
fool enough to make big eyes at a boy like some kind of woolhead. Anyway,
Perrin was not even a whole year older than Cilia. Three or four years older
was best. Egwene's sisters might have no time to talk to her, but she listened
to other girls old enough to know. Some said more, but most thought three or
four. Perrin glanced toward Egwene and Cilia and went back to talking quietly
to Deselle. Egwene shook her head. Maybe Cilia was a ninny, but he ought to at
least notice.
Movement in
the limbs of a big wateroak beyond Cilia caught her eye, and she gave a start.
The raven was up there, and it still seemed to be watching. And there was a
raven in that tall pine tree, too, and one in the next, and in that hickory,
and .... Nine or ten ravens that she could see, and they all seemed to be
watching. It had to be her imagination. Just her-.
"Why were
you staring at him?"
Startled,
Egwene jumped and spun around so fast that she banged herself on the knee with
her bucket A good thing it was nearly empty, or she could have hurt herself.
She shifted her feet, wishing she could rub her knee. Adora stood looking up at
her with a perplexed expression on her face, but she could not be more puzzled
than Egwene.
"What are
you talking about, Adora?"
"Perrin,
of course. Why were you staring at him? Everybody says you'll marry Rand al'Thor.
When you're older, I mean, and have your hair in a braid."
"What do
you mean, everybody says?" Egwene said dangerously, but Adora just
giggled. It was exasperating. Nothing was working the way it should today.
"Perrin
is pretty, of course. At least, I've heard lots of girls say so. And lots of
girls look at him, just like you and Cilia."
Egwene blinked
and managed to put that last out of her head. She had not been looking at him
anything at all the way Cilia had! But, Perrin, pretty? Perrin? She looked over
her shoulder to see whether she could find pretty in him. He was gone! His
father was still there, and his mother, with Paetrarn and Deselle, but Perrin
was nowhere to be seen. Drat! She had meant to follow him.
"Aren't
you lonely without your dolls, Adora?" she said sweetly. "I didn't
think you ever left your house without at least two."
Adora's
open-mouth stare of outrage was quite satisfying.
"Excuse
me," Egwene said, brushing past her. "Some of us are old enough to
have work to do." She managed not to limp as she made her way back to the
river.
This time she
did not pause to look at the men washing sheep, and she very carefully did not
look for a raven. She did examine her knee, but it was not even bruised.
Carrying her filled bucket back out to the meadow, she refused to limp. It had
just been a little bump.
She kept
watching cautiously for her sisters as she carried water, pausing only to let
someone take the dipper. And for Perrin. Mat would be as good as Perrin, but
she did not see him, either. Drat Adora! She had no right to say things like
that!
Walking in
among the tables where women were sorting the wool, Egwene came to a dead stop,
staring at her youngest sister.
She froze,
hoping Loise would look the other way, just for an instant. That was what she
got for trying to watch for Perrin and Mat as well as her sisters. Loise was
only fifteen, but she had a sour expression on her face and her hands on her
hips as she confronted Dag Coplin. Egwene could never make herself call him
Master Coplin except aloud, to be polite; her mother said you had to be polite,
even to someone like Dag Coplin.
Dag was a
wrinkled old man with gray hair that he did not wash very often. Or maybe not
at all. The tag hanging from the table by a string was inked to match the
ear-notches on his sheep. 'That's good wool you're setting aside," he
growled at Loise. "I won't be cheated on my clip, girl. Step aside and
I'll show you what goes where my own self."
Loise did not
move an inch. "Wool from bellies, hindquarters and tails has to be washed
again, Master Coplin.'' She put just a bit of emphasis on 'Master.' She was
feeling snippish. "You know as well as I, if the merchants find
twicewashed wool in just one bale, everyone will get less for their clip. Maybe
my father can explain it to you better than I can."
Dag drew in
his chin and grumbled something under his breath. He knew better than to try
this with Egwene's father.
"I'm sure
my mother could explain it so you'd understand," Loise said relentlessly.
Dag's cheek
twitched, and he put on a sickly grin. Muttering that he trusted Loise to do
what was right, he backed away, then hurried off little short of running. He
was not foolish enough to bring himself to the attention of the Women's Circle
if he could help it. Loise watched him go with a definite look of satisfaction.
Egwene took
the opportunity to dart away, breathing a sigh of relief when Loise did not
shout after her. Loise might prefer sorting wool to helping with the cooking,
but she would much rather be climbing trees or swimming in the Waterwood, even
if most girls had abandoned that sort of thing by her age. And she would take
her chore out on Egwene, given half a chance. Egwene would have liked to go
swimming with her, but Loise plainly considered her company a nuisance, and
Egwene was too proud to ask. She scowled. All of her sisters treated her like a
baby. Even Alene, when Alene noticed her at all. Most of the time, Alene had
her nose in a book, reading and re-reading their father's library. He had
almost forty books! Egwene's favorite was The
Travels of
Jain Farstrider. She dreamed of seeing all those strange lands he wrote about.
But if she was reading a book and Alene wanted it, she always said it was much
too 'complex' for Egwene and just took it! Drat all four of them!
She saw some
of the water-carriers taking breaks to sit in the shade or trade jokes, but she
kept moving, although her arms did ache. Egwene al'Vere was not going to slack
off. She kept watching for her sisters, too. And for Perrin. And Mat. Drat
Adora, anyway! Drat all of them!
She did pause
when she neared the Wisdom. Doral Barran was the oldest woman in Emond's Field,
maybe in the whole Two Rivers, white-haired and frail, but still clear-eyed and
not stooped at all. The Wisdom's apprentice, Nynaeve, was on her knees with her
back to Egwene, tending Bili Congar, wrapping a bandage around his leg. His
breeches had been cut away short. Bili, sitting on a log, was another grownup
who Egwene found it hard to show the proper respect. He was always doing silly
things and getting himself hurt. He was the same age as Master Luhhan, but he
looked at least ten years older, his face hollow-cheeked and his eyes sunken.
"You've
played the fool often enough in the past, Bili Congar," Mistress Barran
said sternly, "but drinking while handling wool shears is worse than
playing the fool." Oddly, she was not looking down at him, but at Nynaeve.
I only had a
little ale, Wisdom," he whined. "Because of the heat. Just a
swallow."
The Wisdom
sniffed in disbelief, but she continued to watch Nynaeve like a hawk. That was
surprising. Mistress Barran often praised Nynaeve publicly for being such a
quick learner. She had apprenticed Nynaeve three years earlier, after her
then-apprentice died of some sickness even Mistress Barran could not cure.
Nynaeve had been a recent orphan, and a lot of people said the Wisdom should
have sent her to her relatives in the country after her mother died, and taken
on someone years older. Egwene's mother did not say so, but Egwene knew she
thought it.
Nynaeve
straightened on her knees, done with fastening the bandage, and gave a
satisfied nod. And to Egwene's surprise, Mistress Barran knelt down and undid
it again, even lifting the bread-poultice to peer at the gash in Bili's thigh
before beginning to wrap the cloth back around his leg. She actually looked ...
disappointed.
But why? Nynaeve began fiddling with her braid, tugging at it the way she did
when she was nervous, or trying to bring attention to the fact that she was a
grown woman, now.
When is she
going to outgrow that? Egwene thought. It was nearly a year since the Women's
Circle had let Nynaeve braid her hair.
A flutter of
motion in the air caught Egwene's eye, and she stared. More ravens dotted the
trees around the meadow now. Dozens and dozens of them, and all watching. She
knew they were. Not one made a try to steal anything from the tables of food.
That was just unnatural. Come to think of it, the birds were not looking at the
trestle tables at all. Or at the tables where women were working with the wool.
They were watching the boys herding sheep. And the men shearing sheep and
carrying wool. And the boys carrying water, too. Not the girls, or the women,
just the men and boys. She would have bet on it, even if her mother did say she
should not bet. She opened her mouth to ask the Wisdom what it meant.
"Don't
you have work to do, Egwene?" Nynaeve said without turning around.
Egwene jumped
in spite of herself. Nynaeve had been doing that ever since last fall, knowing
that Egwene was there without looking, and Egwene wished she would stop.
Nynaeve turned
her head then, and looked at her over one shoulder. It was a level look, the
sort Egwene had been trying on Kenley. She did not have to hop for Nynaeve the
way she would for the Wisdom. Nynaeve was just trying to make up for Mistress
Barran doubting her work. Egwene thought about telling her that Mistress
Ayellin wanted to talk to her about a pie., Studying Nynaeve's face, she
decided that might not be a good notion. Anyway, she had been doing what she
had vowed not to, slacking off, standing around watching Nynaeve and the
Wisdom. Making as much of a curtsey as she could while holding her bucket-to
the Wisdom, not Nynaeve-she turned away. She was not hopping, and not because
Nynaeve looked at her. Certainly not. And not hurrying, either. Just
walking--quickly--to get back to her work.
Still, she
walked quickly enough that before she realized it, she was back among the
tables where the women were working wool. And face to face across one of the
tables with her sister Elisa.
Elisa was
folding fleece for baling, and making a bad job of it. She seemed distracted,
barely even noticing Egwene, and Egwene knew why. Elisa was eighteen, but her
waist-length hair was still tied with a blue kerchief. Not that was she was
thinking about getting married-most girls waited at least a few years-but she
was a year older than Nynaeve. Elisa often worried aloud about why the Women's
Circle still thought she was too young. It was hard not to feel sympathy.
Especially since Egwene had been thinking about Elisa's predicament for weeks,
now. Well, not about Elisa's problem, exactly, but it had set her thinking.
Off to one
side of the tables, Calle Coplin was talking with some young men from the
farms, giggling and twisting her skirts. She was always talking to some man or
other, but she was supposed to be folding fleece. That was not why she caught
Egwene's eye, though.
"Elisa,
you shouldn't worry so," she said gently. "Maybe Berowyn and Alene
got their hair braided at sixteen. . ." Most girls did, she thought. She
was not all sympathy. Elisa had a habit of offering sayings. "The hour
wasted won't be found again," or "A smile makes the work
lighter," till your teeth started to ache from them. Egwene knew for a
fact that a smile would not make her bucket lighter by one dipper-full. ".
. . but Calle's twenty, with her nameday coming in a few months now. Her hair's
not braided, and you don't see her moping."
Elisa's hands
went still on the fleece on the table in front of her. For some reason, the
women on either side of her put their hands over their mouths, trying to hide
laughter. For some reason, Elisa's face turned bright red. Very bright red.
"Children
should not..." Elisa spluttered. Her face might be burning like the sun,
but for all her spluttering her voice was cold as mid-winter snow. "A
child who talks when .... Children
who
Jillie Lewin, a year younger than Elisa and her black
hair in a
thick braid that hung below her waist, sank to her knees, she was laughing into
her hand so hard. "Go away, child!" Elisa snapped. "Grownups are
tying to work here!"
With an
indignant glare, Egwene turned and stalked away from the folding tables, the
bucket thumping her leg at every step. Try to help someone, try to buck up her
spirits, and see what you got? I should have told her she isn't a grownup, she
thought
fiercely. Not
until the Circle lets her braid her hair, she isn't. That's what I should have
said.
The fierce
mood stayed with her until her bucket was empty again, and when she filled it
once more, she squared her shoulders. If you were going to do a thing, then you
had to do it. Heading straight for the sheep-pens, she walked as fast as she
could and ignored anyone who motioned for water. It was not slacking off. The
boys would need water, too.
At the pens,
the dozen or so boys waiting to move sheep gave her surprised looks when she
offered the dipper, and some said they could get water when they went to the
river, but she kept on. And she always asked the same question. "Have you
seen Perrin? Or Mat? Where can I find them?"
Some told her
Perrin and Mat were herding sheep to the river, and others that they had seen
the pair of them watching sheep that had already been shorn, but she did not
mean to go chasing off just to find them already gone. Finally, a big-eyed boy
named Wil al'Seen, from one of the farms south of Emond's Field, gave her a
suspicious look and said, "Why do you want them?" Some girls said Wil
was pretty, but Egwene thought his ears looked funny.
She started to
give him a level look, then thought better of it. I ... need to ask them
something," she said. It was only a small he. She really did hope one of
them would lead her to some answers. He said nothing for a long time, studying
her, and she waited. Patience is always repaid, Elisa often said. Too often.
She wished she could forget Elisa's sayings. She tried to forget. But kicking
Wil's shins would not get what she wanted from him. Even if he did deserve it.
"They're
over behind that far pen," he said finally, jerking his head toward the
east side of the meadow. "The one with the sheep that have Paet al'Caar's
ear-marks." The boys herding sheep had to talk that way, even if it was
not really proper, or no one would know whether they were talking about Paet
al'Caar's sheep or Jac al'Caar's or sheep belonging to one of a dozen other
al'Caars. "They're just taking a rest, mind. Now, don't you go getting
them in hot water by telling anybody different."
"Thank
you, Wil," she said, just to show that she could be polite even to a
woolhead. As if she would run carrying tales! He looked startled, and she
thought about kicking his shins anyway.
The large pen
holding Paet al'Caar's shorn sheep was almost to the trees on the Waterwood
side of the meadow. Master al'Caar's big black sheep-dog raised her head from
where she was lying in front of the pen and watched Egwene approach for a
moment before settling back down. Egwene eyed the sheep-dog warily. She did not
like dogs very much, and they did not seem to care for her, either. The dog
went out of her head completely, though, once she was close enough to see
clearly. The split wooden railings of the pen gave little concealment, and she
could see a group of boys behind the pen. She could not really make out who
they were, though.
Setting her
bucket down carefully, she walked along the side of the sheep-pen. Not
sneaking. She just did not want to make too much noise, in case .... In case
noise might startle the sheep; that was it. At the comer of the pen, she peeked
around the cornerpost.
Perrin was
there, and Mat Cauthon, just as Wil had said, and some other boys about the
same age, all with their shirts unlaced and sweaty. There was Dav Ayellin and
Urn Thane, Ban Crawe and Elam Dowtry. And Rand, a skinny boy, almost as tall as
Perrin, with hands and feet that were too big for his size. He could always be
found with Mat or Perrin sooner or later. Rand, who everybody said she would
marry one day. They were talking and laughing and punching one another on the
shoulder. Why did boys do that?
Glowering, she
pulled back from the cornerpost and leaned back against the railings. One of
the sheep inside the pen snuffled at her back, but she ignored it. She had
heard women say that about her and Rand, but she had not known that everybody
said it. Drat Elisa! If Elisa had not started sighing and moaning over her
hair, Egwene would never have started thinking about husbands. She expected she
would marry one day-most women in the Two Rivers did-but she was not like those
scatterbrains she heard going on about how they could hardly wait. Most women
waited at least a few years after their hair was braided, and she ... She
wanted to see those lands that Jain Farstrider had written about. How would a
husband feel about that? About his wife going off to see strange lands. Nobody
ever left the Two Rivers, as far as she knew.
I will, she
vowed silently.
Even if she
did marry, would Rand make a good husband? She was not sure what made a good
husband. Someone like her father, brave and kind and wise. She thought Rand was
kind- He had carved her a whistle once, and a horse, and he had given her an
eagle's black-tipped feather when she said it was pretty, though she still
suspected he had wanted to keep it for himself. And he watched his father's
sheep in pasture, so he had to be brave. The sheep-dog would help, if wolves
came, or a bear, but the boy watching had to be ready with his sling, or a bow
if he was old enough. Only .... She saw him every time he and his father came
in from their farm, but she did not really know him. She hardly knew anything
about him. Now was as good a time as any to start learning. She eased back to
the cornerpost and peeked around it again.
"I'd like
to a be a king," Rand was saying. "That's what I'd like to be."
He flourished his arm and made an awkward bow, laughing to show that he was
joking. A good thing, too. Egwene grimaced. A king! She studied his face. No,
he was not pretty. Well, perhaps he was. Maybe it did not matter. But it might
be nice to have a husband she liked to look at. His eyes were blue. No, gray.
They seemed to change -while you watched. Nobody else in the Two Rivers had
blue eyes. Sometimes his eyes looked sad. His mother had died when he was little,
and Egwene thought he envied boys who had mothers. She could not imagine losing
her mother. She did not even want to try.
"A king
of sheep!" Mat hooted. He was smaller than the others, always bouncing on
his toes. One glance at his face, and you knew he was looking for mischief. He
always looked for mischief. And usually found it. "Rand al'Thor, King of
the Sheep." Lem snickered. Ban punched him on the shoulder, and Lem
punched Ban back, and then they both snickered. Egwene shook her head.
"It's
better than saying you want to run off and never have to work," Rand said
mildly. He never seemed to get angry. Not that she had seen, anyway. "How
could you live without working, Mat?"
"Sheep
aren't so bad," Elam said, rubbing at his long nose. His hair was cut short,
and he had a cowlick that stood up at the back. He looked a little like a
sheep.
"I'll
rescue an Aes Sedai, and she'll reward me," Mat shot back. "Anyway, I
don't go around looking for work when there's
more than work
enough without looking." He grinned and poked Perrin's shoulder.
Perrin rubbed
his nose, abashed. "Sometimes you have to be sensible, Mat," he said
slowly. "Sometimes you have to think ahead." Perrin always talked
slowly, when he talked at all. And he moved carefully, as if he was afraid he
might break something. Rand spoke before he thought, sometimes, and he always
looked as though he was ready to start haring off and not stop until he caught
the horizon.
"'Sensible'
says I'll work in my da's mill," Lem sighed. "Inherit it one day, I
expect. Not too soon, I hope. I'd like to have an adventure first, though,
wouldn't you, Rand?"
"Of
course." Rand laughed. "But where do I find an adventure in the Two
Rivers?"
"Mere has
to be a way," Ban muttered. "Maybe there's gold up in the mountains.
Or Trollocs?" He suddenly sounded as if he was not so certain about going
up in the mountains. Did he really believe in Trollocs?
"I want
to have more sheep than anybody in the whole Two Rivers," Elam said
stoutly. Mat rolled his eyes in exasperation.
Dav had been
sitting back on his heels listening, and now he shook his head. "You look
like a sheep, Elam," he muttered. At least she had not said it aloud. Dav
was taller than Mat, and stockier, but his eyes had that same light. His
clothes were always rumpled from something he should not have been doing.
"Listen, I just got a great idea."
"I just
got a better one," Mat put in quickly. "Come on. I'll show you."
He and Dav glared at one another.
Elam and Ban
and Lem looked ready to follow either one, or both, if they could figure out
how. Rand put a hand on Mat's shoulder, though. "Hold on. Let's hear these
great ideas, first." Perrin nodded thoughtfully.
Egwene sighed.
Dav and Mat seemed to compete to see who could get into the most trouble. And
Rand might sound sensible, but when he was around the village, they often
managed to pull him along, too. And Perrin, as well. The other three would fall
in with anything at all Mat or Dav suggested.
It seemed time
for her to leave. She would not be able to follow them to see what they were
getting up to, not without them seeing her. She would die before she let Rand
suspect that she had been
watching him
like some goosebrain. And I didn't even learn anything.
As she walked
back along the sheep-pen to where she had left her bucket, Dannil Lewin passed
her, heading toward the back of the pen. At thirteen, he was even skinnier than
Rand, with a thrusting nose. She hesitated over the bucket, listening. At
first, she heard nothing but murmurs Then ....
"The
Mayor wants me?" Mat exclaimed. "He can't want me! I haven't done
anything!"
"He wants
all of you, and double quick," Dannil said. "I'd get over to him now,
if it was me."
Quickly
picking up the bucket, Egwene walked slowly away from the sheep-pen, back toward
the river. Rand and the others soon passed her, trotting in the same direction.
Egwene smiled, a small smile. When her father sent for people, they came. Even
the Women's Circle knew Brandelwyn al'Vere was no man to trifle with. Egwene
was not supposed to know that, but she had overheard Mistress Luhhan and
Mistress Ayellin and some of the others talking to her mother about her father
being stubborn and how her ' mother had to do something about it. She let the
boys get a little ahead-just a little-then increased her pace to keep UP.
"I don't
understand it," Mat grumbled as they came near the line of men shearing.
"Sometimes the Mayor knows what I'm doing as soon as I do it. My mother
does it, too. But how?"
"The
Women's Circle probably tells your mother," Dav muttered. "They see
everything. And the Mayor's the Mayor." The other boys nodded glumly.
Ahead of them
Egwene saw her father, a round man with thinning gray hair, his shirtsleeves
rolled up past his elbows, a pipe in his teeth, and a set of shears in his
hand. And ten paces off from the sheep shearers, watching the boys approach,
stood Mistress Cauthon, Mat's mother, flanked by her two daughters, Bodewhin
and Erdman. Natti Cauthon was a calm, collected woman, as she would have to be
with a son like Mat, and at the moment she wore a contented smile. Bodewhin and
Eldrin wore almost identical smiles, and they watched Mat twice as hard as his
mother did. Bode was not quite old enough to carry water, yet, and it would be
two years before Eldrin could. Rand and the
others must be
blind! Egwene thought. Anyone with eyes could see how Mistress Cauthon always
knew.
Mistress
Cauthon and her daughters slipped away into the crowd as the boys approached
Egwene's father. None of the boys appeared to notice her. They all had eyes for
no one but Egwene's father. All but Mat looked wary; he wore a big grin that
made him look guilty of something, for sure. Rand's father glanced up from the
sheep he was bent over, and caught Rand's eye with a smile that made Rand, at least,
seem less like a heron ready to take flight
Egwene began
offering water to the men shearing with her father, all of them on the Village
Council. Well, Master Cole appeared to be taking a nap with his back against a
waist-high stone thrusting out of the ground. He was as old as the Wisdom,
maybe older, though he still had all of his hair, white as it was. But the
others were shearing, the fleece falling away from the sheep in thick white
sheets. Master Buie, the thatcher, a gnarled man but spry, muttered under his
breath as he worked, and the others did two sheep to his one, but everyone else
seemed caught up in the work. When a man was done, he let the sheep go to be
gathered up by waiting boys and herded away while another was brought to him.
Egwene went slowly, to have an excuse to linger. She was not really slacking;
she just wanted to know what was going to happen.
Her father
studied the boys for a moment, pursing his lips, then said, "Well, lads, I
know you've been working hard." Mat gave Rand a startled look, and Pen-in
shrugged his shoulders uncomfortably. Rand just nodded, but uncertainly.
"So I thought it might be time for that story I promised you," her
father finished. Egwene grinned. Her father told the best stories.
Mat
straightened up. "I want a story with adventures." The look he shot
at Rand this time was defiant.
"I want
Aes Se" and Warders," Dav said hurriedly.
"I want
Trollocs," Mat added, "and... and ... and a false Dragon!"
Dav opened his
mouth, and closed it again without saying anything. He glared at Mat, though.
There was no way for him to top a false Dragon, and he knew it.
Egwene's
father chuckled. "I'm no gleeman, lads. I don't know any stories like
that. Tam? Would you like to give it a try?"
Egwene
blinked. Why would Rand's father know stories like that if her father did not?
Master al'Thor had been chosen to the Council to speak for the farmers around
Emond's Field, but as far she knew, all he had ever done was farm sheep and
tabac like anyone else.
Master al'Thor
looked troubled, and Egwene began to hope he did not know any stories like
that. -She did not want anyone to show up her father. Of course, she liked
Rand's father, so she did not want him embarrassed, either. He was a sturdy man
with gray flecks in his hair, a quiet man, and just about everybody liked him.
Master al'Thor
finished shearing his sheep, and as he was brought another, he exchanged smiles
with Rand. "As it happens," he said, "I do know a story
something like that. I'll ten you about the real Dragon, not a false one."
Master Buie
straightened from his half-shorn sheep so fast that the animal nearly got away
from him. His eyes narrowed, though they were always pretty narrow. "We'll
have none of that, Tam al'Thor," he growled in his scratchy voice. "That's
nothing fit for decent ears to hear."
"Be easy,
Cenn," Egwene's father said soothingly. "It's only a story." But
he glanced toward Rand's father, and plainly he was not quite as certain as he
sounded.
"Some
stories shouldn't be told," Master Buie insisted. "Some stories
shouldn't be known! It isn't decent, I say. I don't like it. If they need to
hear about wars, give them something about the War of the Hundred Years, or
Trolloc Wars. That'll give them Aes Sedai and Trollocs, if you have to talk about
such things. Or the Aiel War." For a moment, Egwene thought Master
al'Thor's face changed. For an instant he seemed harder. Hard enough to make
the merchants' guards look soft. She was imagining a lot of things, today. She
did not usually allow her imagination to run away with her this way.
Master Cole's
eyes popped open. "It's just a story he'll be telling them, Cenn. Just a
story, man." His eyes drifted shut again. You could never tell when Master
Cole was really napping.
"You
never heard, smelled or saw anything you did like, Cenn," Master al'Dai
said. He was Bili's grandfather, a lean man with wispy white hair, and as old
as Master Cole, if not older. He had to walk with a stick most of the time, but
his eyes were
clear and
sharp, and so was his mind. He was almost as quick with the wool-shears as
Master al'Thor. "My advice to you, Cenn, is chew on your liver in silence
and let Tam get on with it."
Master Buie
subsided with a bad grace, muttering under his breath. Scowling at Rand's
father, he bent back to his sheep. Egwene shook her head in surprise. She had
often heard Master Buie telling people how important he was on the Council, and
how all the other men always listened to him.
The boys moved
closer to Master al'Thor and squatted on their heels in a semi-circle. Any
story that caused an argument on the Council was sure to be of interest. Master
al'Thor carried on with his shearing, but at a slower pace. He would not want
to risk cutting the sheep with his attention divided.
"Ibis is
just a story," he said, ignoring Master Buie's scowls, "because no
one knows everything that happened. But it really did happen. You've heard of
the Age of Legends?"
Some of the
boys nodded, doubtfully. Egwene nodded, too, in spite of herself. She had heard
grownups say, "Maybe in the Age of Legends," when they did not
believe something had really happened or doubted a thing could be done. It was
just another way saying, "When pigs had wings," though. At least, she
had thought it was.
'Three
thousand years ago and more, it was," Rand's father went on. "Mere
were great cities full of buildings taller that the White Tower, and that's
taller than anything but a mountain. Machines that used the One Power carried
people across the ground faster than a horse can run, and some say machines
carried people through the air, too. There was no sickness anywhere. No hunger.
No war. And then the Dark One touched the World."
The boys
jumped, and Elam actually fell over. He scrambled back up, blushing and tying
to pretend he had not toppled at all. Egwene held her breath. The Dark One.
Maybe it was because she had been thinking about him earlier, but he seemed
particularly frightening now. She hoped that Master al'Thor would not actually
name him. He wouldn't name the Dark One, she thought, but that did not stop her
being afraid that he might.
Master al'Thor
smiled at the boys to soften the shock of what he had said, but he went on.
"The Age of Legends hadn't so much as the memory of war, so they say, but
once the Dark One touched the world, they learned fast enough. This wasn't a
war
like those you
hear about when the merchants come for wool and tabac, between two nations.
This war covered the whole world. The War of the Shadow, it came be called.
Those who stood for the Light faced as many who stood for the Shadow, and
besides Darkfriends beyond counting, there were armies of Myrddraal and
Trollocs greater than anything the Blight spewed up during the Trolloc Wars.
Aes Sedai went over to the Shadow, too. They were called the Forsaken."
Egwene
shivered, and was glad to see some of the boys wrapping their arms around
themselves. Mothers used the Forsaken to frighten their children when they were
bad. If you keep lying, Semirhage will come and get you. Lanfear waits for
children who steal. Egwene was glad her mother did not do that. Wait. The
Forsaken had been Aes, Sedai? She hoped Master al'Thor did not say that too
freely, or the Women's Circle would come calling on him. Anyway, some of the
Forsaken were men, so he had to be wrong.
"You'll
be expecting me to tell you about the glories of battle, but I won't." For
a moment, he sounded grim, but only for a moment. "No one knows anything
about those battles, except that they were huge. Maybe the Aes Sedai have some
records, but if they do, they don't let anyone see them except other Aes Sedai.
You've heard about the great battles during Artur Hawkwing's rise, and during
the War of the Hundred Years? A hundred thousand men on each sides?" Eager
nods answered him. From Egwene, too, though hers was not eager. All those men
trying to kill one another did not excite her the way it did the boys.
"Well," Master al'Thor went on, "those battles would have been
counted small in the War of the Shadow. Whole cities were destroyed, razed to
the ground. The countryside outside the cities fared as badly. Wherever a
battle was fought, it left only devastation and rain behind. The war went on
for years and years, all over the world. And slowly the Shadow began to win.
The Light was pushed back and back, until it appeared certain the Shadow would
conquer everything. Hope faded away like mist in the sun. But the Light had a
leader who would never give up, a man called Lews Therin Telamon. The
Dragon."
One of the
boys gasped in surprise. Egwene was too busy goggling to see who. She forgot
even to pretend that she was offering water. The Dragon was the man who had
destroyed everything!
She did not
know much about the Breaking of the World-well, almost nothing, in truth-but
everybody knew that much. Surely he had fought for the Shadow!
"Lews
Therm gathered men around him, the Hundred Companions, and a small army. Small
as they counted such things then. Ten thousand men. Not a small army now, would
you say?" The words seemed an invitation to laugh, but there was no
laughter in Master al'Thor's quiet voice. He sounded almost as though he had
been there. Egwene certainly did not laugh, and none of the boys did, either.
She listened, and tried to remember to breathe. "With only a forlorn hope,
Lews Therin attacked the valley of Thakan'dar, the heart of the Shadow itself.
Trollocs in the hundreds of thousands fell on them, Trollocs and Myrddraal.
Trollocs live to kill. A Trolloc can rip a man to pieces with its bare hands.
Myrddraal are death. Aes Sedai fighting for the Shadow rained fire and
lightning on Lews Therin and his men. The men following the Dragon did not die
one by one, but ten at a time, or twenty, or fifty. Beneath a twisted sky, in a
place where nothing grew or ever would again, they fought and died. But they
did not retreat or give up. All the way to Shayol Ghul they fought, and if
Thakan'dar is the heart of the Shadow, then Shayol Ghul is the heart of the
heart. Every man in that army died, and most of the Hundred Companions, but at
Shayol Ghul they sealed the Dark One back into the prison the Creator made for
him, and the Forsaken with him. And the world was saved from the Dark
One."
Silence fell.
The boys stared at Master al'Thor with wide eyes. Shining eyes, as if they
could see it all, the Trollocs and the Myrddraal and Shayol Ghul. Egwene
shivered again. The Dark One and all the Forsaken are bound at Shayol Ghul,
bound away from the world of men, she recited to herself. She could not
remember the rest, but it helped. Only, if the Dragon had saved the world, how
had he destroyed it?
Cenn Buie
spat. He spat! Just like some merchant's smelly guard! She did not believe she
would think of him as Master Buie again after today.
That broke the
boys out of their reverie, of course. They tried to look anywhere but at the
gnarled man.
Perrin
scatched at his head. "Master al'Thor," he said slowly, "what
does 'the Dragon' mean? If somebody's called the Lion, it means he's supposed
to be like a lion. But what's a dragon?'
Egwene stared
at him. She had never thought of that. Maybe Perrin was not as slow as he
appeared.
"I don't
know," Rand's father answered simply. "I don't think anyone does.
Maybe not even the Aes Sedai." He let the sheep go that he been shearing,
and motioned for another to be brought. Egwene realized that he had been done
with it for some, time. He must not have wanted to interrupt his story.
Master Cole
opened his eyes and grinned. "The Dragon. It surely sounds fierce, though,
now doesn't it?" he said before letting his eyes drift shut again.
141 suppose it
does at that," her father said. "But it all happened long ago and far
away, and it doesn't have anything to do with us. Well, you've had your break
and your story, lads. Back to work with you." As the boys began standing
up reluctantly, he added, "There are plenty of lads here from the farms I
don't think any of you know, yet. It's always good to know your neighbors, so
you should acquaint yourselves with them. I don't want any of you working
together today; you already know one another. Now, off with you."
The boys
exchanged startled glances. Had they really thought he would let them go back
to whatever mischief they had been planning? Mat and Dav looked especially glum
as they walked away exchanging glances. She thought about following, but they
were already splitting up, and she would have to trail after Rand to learn
anything more. She grimaced. If he noticed, he might think she was goosebrained
like Cilia Cole. Besides, there were those far-off lands. She did intend to see
diem.
Abruptly she
became aware of ravens, many more than there had been before, flapping out of
the trees, flying away west, toward the Mountains of Mist. She shifted her
shoulders. She felt as if someone were staring at her back. Someone, or ....
She did not
want to turn around, but she did, raising her eyes to the trees behind the men
shearing. Midway up a tall pine, a solitary raven stood on a branch. Staring at
her. Right at her! She felt cold right down to her middle. The only thing she
wanted to do was run. Instead, she made herself stare back, trying to copy
Nynaeve's level look. After a moment the raven gave a harsh cry and threw
itself off the branch, black wings carrying it west after the others.
Maybe I'm
starting to get that look right, she thought, and then
felt silly.
She had to stop letting her imagination get the better of her. It was just a
bird. And she had important things to do, like being the best water-carrier
ever. The best water-carrier ever would not be frightened of birds or anything
else. Squaring her shoulders, she set out through the crowd again, watching for
Berowyn. But this time, it was so she could offer Berowyn the dipper. If she
could face down a raven, she could face down her sister. She hoped.
Egwene had to
carry water again the next year, which was a great disappointment to her, but
once again she tried to be the best. If you were going to do a thing, you might
as well do the best you could. It must have worked, because the year after that
she was allowed to help with the food, a year early! She set herself a new
goal, then: to be allowed to braid her hair younger than anybody ever. She did
not really think the Women's Circle would allow it, but a goal that was easy
was no goal at all.
She stopped
wanting to hear stories from the grownups, though she would have liked to hear
a gleeman, but she still liked to read of distant lands with strange ways, and
dreamed of seeing them. The boys stopped wanting stories, too. She did not
think they even read very much. They all grew older, thinking their world would
never change, and many of those stories faded to fond memories while others
were forgotten, or half so. And if they learned that some of those stories
really had been more than stories, well .... The War of the Shadow? The Breaking
of the World? Lews Therin Telamon? How could it matter now? And what had really
happened back then, anyway?